Well here goes..my first complete utter vent on this blog. I am raging mad, that is it no other word could describe how I am feeling right this minute, this second, this very moment. And no I am not mad at anyone or anything, correction, I AM mad at someone, I am mad at MYSELF, the self and same person who is sat at this computer, Yes ME, the one and only who is frantically typing away, pressing down these keys so hard..its not like this well worn keyboard deserves any further wear and tear from me! but its getting it!
Well my friends.. you see the thing is, I want to STOP, I just want to stop making the same old mistakes that I so do not like myself for. The stupid mistakes that give temporary pleasures, pleasures in vain! Yesterday evening I made the absolute firm intention to STOP. OK I know if you are reading this, you are wondering well what is it that she wants to STOP so badly, well my friends, it really does not matter what it is; it could be the simple things like chocolate, cartoons, fast food, or it could be the hardcore stuff; partying, smoking, drinking, sex, drugs, backbiting, swearing..whatever else..it could be anything, anything at all but the fact is if you want to STOP and you try so hard and you just can't..it sucks. So back to ME, I make this very determined effort to stop......
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Aisha
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