Feeling the blues...

Sometimes

I feel sad and I don’t know why..

I feel pain and I am not sure where or what hurts..

I am afraid and I don’t know what or who I fear..

I am lost and I can’t find my way..

I am alone and no one cares..

I am struggling and nobody understands..

I am crying and no one can see..

I am trying and want at least one person to appreciate..

I am giving not knowing if I shall ever receive..

I smile and I don’t even know how I am doing it..

I think I had a clear vision and now it’s all blurred..

I feel like I used to know what I wanted, now I try to think what that was and I can’t even remember..

I think I had aspirations and now I feel like they are being quashed..

I feel like I should talk to someone and let them know..

I look  for the one that will listen and can understand..

I am feeling this so let me feel it..

I ask that you do not judge me for it..

I think I should not have to explain myself..

I want you to be patient with me..

I know that no matter how happy you always are now..

I think one day you may just feel what I am feeling now....

Feeling Blue